What's happiness?? If u don't know...let me tell u.
Happiness is....
When outside's temperature is 0degrees celcius, and you are gladly and luckily lying in bed, with 2 10.5tog duvets on top of ur body.....plus a cup of creamy and thick cappucino and a BIG bowl of hot steaming porriage full with vegetables and meat!
Haha! Happiness is EVERY WHERE and SIMPLE....if ONLY you could SEE it and FEEL it urself.
Oh yes, Aberdeen's temperature finally hit zero....if it snows next week, i really don't be surprised at all. Not a speck!
Home sweet home in 39days!! wee!
xx
p/s: tmr, im going to make this again.....muahaha. by thinking of it....i ALREADY feel stuck full with Happiness.
AHHH.....HAPPINESS is really AROUND me, at least TONIGHT! haha.
Today....finally start to get the FEEL of winter AGAIN!
Can't believe Aberdeen CAN BE SO COLD!! haha.
Well, it doesn't matter....whY??? Cuz I Would be HOME in TROPICAL LAND in 56days MORE!! Yay!!
Can't WAIT
^O^
56DAYS more!!!!
Really havent been updating my blog for some time, Planned to update the next day after my previous post, but too many things had happened..........
Anyway, HORRIBLE is the only word i could find appropriate to describe last week. The FINE and PERFECT day on the 1st day....feels like an imagination of myself. If it is not both my 2other group mates assured my that the 1st day was real,i would have think that i made that up.
What happened on the 2nd day was, the sister in charge was so awful. She is not only rude, but keep on blocking us medical students from following the doctors/consultants. I mean, she COULD block us from going into the labour room with other midwives, but she has no POWER to tell us not to follow the consultants. After all, its more of 'midwives take care of midwives students...doctors take care of doctors student', why should she come dashing into blocking medical students from following the doctors, i really don't understand. The worst is, the consultant herself came over to INVITE us to join them for ward rounds, and here she is, standing in the way, saying 'no' on behalf of us, medical students. Sigh. And, i got told off rudely by her as well. I don't find it rude, but my friends classified 'rude' for me based on their standard of politeness. Haha. So i guess,probably, me Malaysian, too thick skin to feel UK's standard for RUDE. What i did? I did totally nothing! All I did was....to show i respect the sister in charge, so i went to ask her (instead of other doctors and midwives) again and again ' could we join the ward round? ' 'is there any patient in labour that we could observe?'. And i just got snapped and given a loud 'NO!' and she stomped away.haha. So my friends said that was RUDE......
Well, probably i WAS thick skin enough...and keep pushing myself forward to that sister to get banged for the WHOLE day....till she got annoyed?? haha. I went in to Labour ward at 6.45am.....and got banged instantly, till around 4pm, maybe the sister got tired.....she just barked at me 'there is a patient at room XX, go with this midwife'. I was like ' OOOh, thank you very much!' and give her my 'professional' smile. Hahaha. I bet she must get 'gek sei' and think why this medical student...being banged whole day, being showed bad faces whole day, being barked and shouted unreasonably for whole day, can still smile happily and thank the person who did all the bad things to her whole day. Muahaha. You know what the answer is??? Cuz, i was WELL BROUGHT UP!! muahaha. Yes, thank my mum, for teaching me NOT to be RUDE no matter what other ppl do to you. They are RUDE but that does not give you a REASON to be RUDE back to them! See? this, is how my family bring me up! HIGH EQ!!
So, that day itself, i stayed over night...accompanying my patient, who was ....er....someone from a country near poland (i still cannot reason out where). She and her husband were very nice.......esp her husband. OMG! Should give him a Best Husband Award!! Never see such husband in my whole life yet!! So supportive....even better than Midwives and me in aiding his wife. Woo......envy of her wife!!
In the end, i didn't get to see normal labour, although spending near 15hours with the patient (ppl primid...is like that la).Her cervix was well dilated, but probably the mother was too tired and exhausted, she just can't seem to push the baby out another 2cm!! Haihz. I kept telling her 'a bit more!! Just a BIT more!!...we could see the head....just need u push the head out a little bit more and thats it'. But, she just couldn't make it. Finally...she was send for Forceps Delivery. I was glad to see when her old smiling self came back immediately after she was given Epidural. She is a very strong lady, kept smiling non stop from the beginning till.......probably near after 14hrs when the contraction was so bad that she just could not keep up her good self. Never seen such women who love to smile!! And yes, the delivery was successful, she got a baby girl (her father planned to named her Carolina...but don't know will really name her that or not, cuz by the time i went home, slept and came back to see them...they were gone).
It was a great experiance....i mean...never feel so touched and tired! So tired till i don't need to sleep for 36hrs.....haha. Imagine i walked into labour ward on Tuesday 6.45am, by 4.30pm i went in to see the lady starts her labour,,..then on Wednesday around 6am lady was sent to theatre and by 7am, i went to have a sip of coffee and 8am still can go for presentation....AND AND....12-2pm, i still went for double tutorials!! haha. I nearly went for the IMU communication skills at 3pm.......but since Thrance didn't plan to go...so i thought there i no need to torture my poor body and should lie down for a good rest.lol. So, I went home....had a good lunch...and slept till....er....thursday 2pm , i think...didn't even bother to wake up for dinner...nor any lunch. haha.
My friends....were not as lucky as me....she got shouted infront of the consultants on thursday......and she just couldn't stop herself and shouted back at the midwives....end up....there was a 'medical student Vs Midwife' shouting Show. And......the ending??? No one supported her....so she left the labour ward sobbing hard.....and went DIRECTLY to the block coordinator secretary and file in a BIG complaint about the midwives who bullied her the whole week. So, i feel like im in the 'spotlight' right now, being in the same group as my friend. Sigh. well, i don't blame her....the midwives were really hard...my high EQ nearly made talk back at them as well....... what to sat her, a true British who voiced out whatever she has in mind??
THis week, pretty good. Went to Antenatal clinic and Scanning yesterday. Speaking of Scanning, I couldn't stop myself from crying yesterday,. It was a SAD day.........that was the 1st time i went into the Ultrasound scanning...and that DAY itself.....i saw 2sad cases which non of my friends in my BIG group ever seen yet. One of them, the baby has abnormalities........when the midwife told her...she straight away burst into tears........OMG. And then i thought that was the worst......who knows , another one, she came for a 2nd scan after 3weeks...to find her 20weeks old baby has died. Sigh. You can see the baby lying perfectly still.....can see the baby's face, limbs....but...the baby is NOT moving. I really feel extremely sad and sorry for the couple. The women was crying........the husband kept comforting her...and i just stood there...don't know what to do except to offer them tissues and then get out of the room to leave them peace and quiet. Sigh. Those were the 2 saddest incidents that i ever seen. The rest of the day......was fine.
Today's presentation.....i even got a double good from BOTH examiners. I felt so proud of myself, i finally able to grasp the skills of how to make a good presentation and felt very comforting. But......i don't know....maybe...i seen too much sad things in this few weeks....i just don't feel the joy of wanting to leapt high up into the sky. I guess.....this is a sign of growing up??
Anyway...it seems that i wrote too long again....shall write again next time. =)
xx
Yes everyone, I am currently doing Oh and Gee.....now particularly on the 'Oh!' part. Haha. Just Joking, its Obstetrics.
Last week i had a pretty slacking and easy going week with Breast Week. What i did for whole week was 2 clinics where i 'molested'...haha...joking...examined lots of Breast.....and 'run' my OWN clinic. haha. Why did i say i RUN my own clinic? cuz basically, the consultants just chuck me few notes and say 'why not, you go and see the patient, don't examine...but come back to me, report to me what the patient has, come up with a diagnosis with what you think it is and come up with a management plan as well'. So, all in all.....it is just SIMILAR to running my own clinic...except that I am not the one telling the patient what she has....but TELLING the consultants what the patient has and my plan for management. Yea, pretty cool actually....got to touch lots of BIG BREAST (no offence...its just that mine is small and humble....so not much to examine.....BIG breast is a very good teaching organ!)I got to learn how to differentiate whats a normal tissue feel like and how abnormal tissues feel like as well. Really, thanks to all the patients that i have met, for being so OPEN and letting me LEARN to examine!
THis week, is a total turn over, or opposite if you like. I was up at 5.45am and get out from my flat at 6.15....walking and cursing in cold wind for half and hour to the Maternity Hosp. Yes, im doing Labour Ward this week, thats why i say in my 1st line that im doing the 'oh!' part. lol. When i got out from my flat, it was totally dark........winds are as though my enemies...keep on blowing hard at me. Brrrrrr. Can't imagine that i have to do that for whole week.
Not really productive today, been waiting at the nursing station since 7am till 4pm....but WHOLE ABERDEEN has NO ONE that WANTS to labour!! haha. I really don't understand why is this happening. Maybe its too cold so every baby think its a BAD idea to come out today. lol. But, i got to see 3 C-section, which is quite good. One of them was quite complicating.......actually was shivering for the doctor who did the C section. But all went well, Thankfully!
THe docs were very nice, I got to come home at4pm thanks to them telling me that they don't expect any deliveries today (but somehow i got a feel there would be a lot TONIGHT) ........most of the midwives are GREAT! (except one of them who show a sour face early in the morning.....maybe she is just too tired...). Tmr, going to be the same again. Hopefully there are few labours for me plus few instrumental deliveries!! I would LOVE to see! If not, still not too bad, i have already Scheduled with the docs that tmr im going to Assist them doing C-Section! Muahaha~~ I want to SCRUB IN!!! *so, fingers cross for good day tmr*. Hoping that i get real good case, cuz i only got a week....correction, 4days more in labour wards...and i want to see as many as i could. I really don't mind if they PUSH me up to 12hrs in the ward. If they like, they can keep me up for 24hrs. haha.
Last but not least...........i don't know why, although this week is pretty tiring and high energy demanding..........i KINDA (see the word KINDA) Love it. So...if i turn to become O&G docs, don't be too surprised yea! Oh, wait...hold on..........i don't like Gyneacology.....so most prob will only be Oh! but not Gee! lol. =)
Will update again soon....if i got the energy and time! (can't wait for Wednesday...im planing to do NIGHTS...muahahaha!).
xx
Ever think about listening Mix Fm, Hitz Fm, or MY fm about 18hrs flight journey from Malaysia??
Well, it feels...rather far........but rather near as well. haha. I still cannot really adapt to it, somethings i would thought i am still back at home, listening malaysian radio in my room, from my stereo. But, the recent cold air had told me clearly that i am in ABERDEEN, 18hrs flight journey from Malaysia.
I am not complaining, not at all. It is such a treasure to me, to be able to get Malaysian's radio here. To listen continously to Manglish "la,eh,nya,lor'. haha. Feel so homely even when i am at Aberdeen. Really need to thank Astro for setting up these few stations on internet. Thank you so much for helping me cope with Msian's radio.
It was so funny, when i listened to Petro and Serena C's at 7am Msia time (about 12am Aberdeen time). It made me feel as though i am at home, driving to IMU for early class. The last time i listen to them was about 10months ago? It just brings all the feel back again. And to get to know Msian's news again is so nice! haha.
Gosh...today is midautumn festival, i feel so...homesickish? haha. Not that i have no plans, i actually did, im having a steamboat session with my housemates tonight...with a chocolate souffle to go after it as dessert. *was planning to make chocolate fudge cake....but.....no baking tray....so, last minute change to souffle again. haha. and...the steamboat soup base was cooked by me okay!! BIG CHEF here...muahaha*
Ayway, i think its almost time for me to go wash up the vege.
Really happy and glad to have the radio here. WHen i was in msia, i don't treasure them....now, i REALLY treasure them A LOT!!!!
本来还在想,要把这篇文章命名为失眠的夜晚呢,还是哭泣好。。结果,还是觉得哭泣比较贴切。
放心,我没事,也没有moody/melancholic mood/depressed。只是在夜半无人的夜晚,突然想写些东西来打发时间。
说到哭泣,我刚刚看完一本名为 ‘恋上梳乎厘的天使’,对就是昨天开始看到,并激发我想做梳乎厘来吃吃看的小说。说道那本小说,觉得很凄惨。。故事的女主角一直都在哭。。。也在某种程度上与我很相像,尤其是在面对爱时所做的决定。 我不是要说我所做的决定都是对的,只是,没想到世间上竟让我遇上了会与我做同决定的‘人’,真的很令我觉得很不可思议。
话说回来,哭泣,我有多久没哭泣了?我算是比较感性的人吧,只要读到,看到或听到很伤心的故事,不论是真或假,我都会留下眼泪(多少是另外一回事)。然而,最近,我发现我不再那样了。我没有了眼泪,我没法在留下眼泪了。故事多么的伤感,我一滴眼泪也没留。我,怎么了?变残忍了?还是变坚强了?是冷眼看待世间事物还是要保护自己而把自己伪装起来?
是因为那件事吗?我一直想为那时哭一哭来算一个了结,却从来也没法哭。。。。
我,真的变了。。。。对这样的自己,觉得很陌生,很可怕,很残忍!
Been looking at various blogs, the common point is 'all of them are about food, esp Msian food'.
Was trying to 'steal' idea from the posts that the blogger posted, but, somehow, not really successful, thanks to the ingredients in some of the dishes. UK, is not as good as Msia, in the sense of ingredients (i mean the price and the availability). Sometimes, you can get the ingredients in UK (maybe some chinese shop or if lucky, supermarket), but the price is such a KILLER. for example: a can on evaporated milk / condensed milk cost about near 2pounds when it only cost RM 2 (max) in msia. Do you think I could buy?? I don't know.....every time i buy anything, my guilty conscience would tell me 'is it worthwhile? if it is not worth, just leave it, go back Msia buy until you Syok...don't waste pa's money'. So ended up, i usually don't buy much 'unnecessary things'. JUST tahan....till i go back Msia to eat. lol.
Anyway, on the bright side, let's speak of the Soffler that i mentioned in my last post (in fact, posted up this morning). It was SUCH a success! Thrance and I had fun and it is not at all hard. Muahaha. Maybe both of us are just TALENTED (sorry la...SS a bit...UK no other entertainment...let me syok sendiri a bit as entertainment k).
THe best part of the souffler is the MOMENT....when u poke it with your spoon after you bring it out from the over........and.........the CHOCOLATE liquid just GUSH out IMMEDIATELY from the ...er...muffin?? haha. I don't know how to describe it la. The happiest moment that i EVER seen!! Lol. So, who want to try?? Can start putting ur names in my list....when i have the MOOD, then i will make for you k!! GURANTEE you LOVE it!! haha.
Am planning to bake it again when i go home for Christmas....probably would be a GREAT dish for Christmas Dinner. MUAHAHA. GOing to SHOW my parents that their little duaghter has GROWN up.......left Msia without knowing how to cook....but came home not only can COOK but ALSO CAN even BAKE. MUAHAHA. All these, thanks to my Sifu, THrance. She really taught me a lot in cooking and baking!!
Spoke to mum this afternoon, realized that she wasn't too Happy. I also don't know how I could help her...sigh. It has always been the SAME problem....a CHRONIC disease if you want me to describe it.Well, im not going to spill the problem out here....家丑不外扬. I only gave her an Idea, If she really CANNOT tahan......just come over to UK, stay with me for 6months...have fun nagging at me (i find that she always has pleasure in nagging me and she always feel much better after naggine).....then when she is bored, only go back to Msia and wait another 6months then only come back. After all, i will be here for couple more years, she can always come. I have a double bed, my housemates would only be too happy to have someone to clean the house and cook for us (not we bully her la...but im sure she would be so BORED till she automatically take all the household jobs).
Its not a really GOOD idea, i supposed....but, perhaps it could help her a bit...you know, having a 'hope' , knowing that she knows where to find me when she is down. I think........she won't come la. Haha. UNless something real BIG happened..eg my gradution. lol. Or maybe i looked down on my mum?? Who knows she follows me back when i come back to Aberdeen after Christmas?? hahaha. Well, i won't be surprised if she really DO come over after CNY, but i WILL at the same time be surprised if she really DO come. *okay...i also don't know what talking me...don't ask me!*
PIctures......yes i took pictures of my souffler.....but not today...im going to bed. Had a BAD insomnia yesterday (or rather this morning), couldn't sleep til 3am......and woke up at 9am.
So, next time la. Jah.
Well, was lying in bed at 12am, reading my newly borrowed central library novel called 恋上梳乎厘上的天使. Then, suddenly, out of no where, i decided to find out what is the so 'pah pai' 梳乎厘. And, It turns out to be souffle, a french dessert *su-fleh*(pronounciatiation courtesy of Thrance Kueh..haha). No worries if you don't know WHAT is a souffle, Im sure you WOULD have seen it before, may it be in a movie or drama or books. It actually was in the movie Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement where the leng chai made it for the Queen. Anyway, a bit off topic, shall not keep you waiting!
Pictures of Souffle...to make your saliva drip out from your mouth (may it be a BIG mouth or a small one! haha).
*pictures are from Google Image*
OOoohhhh....
OMG!!!!
YUUMMMMMYYY!!!!!!!! GIMME THAT!!!!!!!
Haha, do you feel like screaming now? After seeing so many pictures of it.
Tell you what, at 2am in the morning, Thrance and I actually decided to make souffle tmr morning. Lol. Er, correction, today morning, or perhaps noon, depends on what time I wake up and get my ass out to buy the ingredients. lol.
And, we would have started making a chocolate fudge cake RIGHT NOW, if we have enough chocolate bars (see, THRANCE, ALL YOUR FAULT!! Why u never buy chocolate?? I only got 3 bars only! We still need another 3-4bars)
Yes, a bit crazy, decide everything at 2am in the morning. haha. Should really be in bed already....but too excited to sleep. lol.Yes yes, i will upload the pictures of 'my products' tmr....hope it don't gross u out! haha.
Right, to bed now~~ souffle souffle...waiting for you yooo~~~
Had an interesting chat with Ramzi (in fact, am still chatting now). Its about how 'screwed up' medical students life are.
To save my trouble of telling the WHOLE story...let me paste what we said...
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
sigh
i tell u
today, while i was in operating theatre
where im supposed to watch the surgeon do an anterior resection of rectum
i suddenly have a thought
'we medical students never run away from competition'
very random right?
see ah...
before we enter primary school
we compete to go into good primary school
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
yes...n then?
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
and then to good secondary school and subsequently to high school
then...
we fight again to get into college and do well
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
lol
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
and the ultimate fight
to get into med school
FINE...we get into med school
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
wat the??
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
but we fight again...
to get into PMS we want
fine
we got into PMS whether we like it or not
then we finally graduate
then we FIGHT again
to opt for the hosp we want
FINE....we settled down in one of the hosp
there we FIGHT again
to show our performance and to impress the consultants
then
we FIGHT again...
to get the specialty we want
after we get the specialty we want
we FIGHT again...
for post
we forever FIGHT FIGHT and FIGHT
nonstop vicious cycle
sigh
kinda random thought to have in operating theatre
or maybe im too stress out?
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
lol
lemme tell u wat dato siva told us
i shall use it against u
doreen, who told u to enter medical school?
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
hahaha
lol
thats why
becuz of our wish
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
answer first
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
to enter
as in my wish to enter
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
da nxt one is cooler haha
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
i put myself into all this trouble
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
yes..u wish to enter
so who screwed ur life?
correct, u screwed your own life
hahahah
dats wat he said to one of us
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
yea...
thats why
i screwed up my whole life
sigh
pathetic life
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
hahah
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
we spend our whole life competing
what a bomb
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
like dr krishna said...
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
they should have make it clear beofre we ego interview
*go
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
once u rule out everything, onli then u can use idiopathic
onli to show that u're an idiot and pathetic
ya lo
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
yes
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
bad la imu
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
idiot and pathetic = idiopathic
hahaha
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
commercial purposes, they forgot to reveal us da important things
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
thats why
they should have tell us what lie infront of us
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
NOTE: upon entry, please beware that you are about to screw your life
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
hahahaha
yea man...
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
lol...time bomb wrapped in gold
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
we should put a notice board infront of IMU bkt Jalil
'once enter...ur life is screwed'
*entered
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
i told my sister dy
sum more i'm not encouraging her hahaha
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
now, i understand...
why doctors don't encourage their offspring to become doctors
and those who cannot become doctors
keep pushing their children to become doctors
cuz they don't know how screwed up their life are
lol
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
lol
they should show our faces when we're reli reli stressed
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
put photos in the booklet
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
not BJ faces
so clean n peaceful
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
u know..thsoe that introduce medicine course
lol
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
now we can actuali go to BJ n look at da students there...poor kids, they dunno wat they got themselves into
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
thats why
so HAPPY face when they entered 1st yr
OMG...
i once was one of them as well
ahaha
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
lol yea
u noe sometimes i reli do wish i do geology
D@ReEn aka * Ichigo * : *If Your Gift Is Not Packed The Way You Want,Its Becoz it is Better!! * says:
haha
RamziAmin - really really really wishing everything turns out well says:
n speaking of doctors not encouraging their offspring
i was da first one in da family to do medicine
no wonder i get to screw my life kao kao
Conclusion?
Like what both of us come to agree...Medical Uni should hold a Notice Board...a HUGE one right at the main entrance
"NOTE: YOU ARE JUST ABOUT TO RUIN YOUR LIFE! TURN BACK NOW BEFORE YOU HAVE NO OTHER CHANCES! ONCE ENTERED, LIFE SCREWED FOREVER!"
hahaha
All medical students...do u feel so??
Or maybe Ramzi and I are just too bored and has nothing better to do??? lol.
Just got the news....sigh, Aberdeen really very news deprived la!
Anyway, just got the news that Crayon Shin Chan's author, Yoshito Usui 臼井儀人 has passed away last week.
At 1st, I thought it was a joke...then i google it, and realized, its true. He really had died. Sigh. Cause of death is collapsed lung after fallen down through a 120metres clift (not trying to imply he would survive after falling through that height la...but still, being a medical student, sometimes a bit obsessed with the exact cause of death).
I don't know what should i say. I grew up with Shin Chan, my close friend would know, i have EVERY single volume of Shin Chan at my home, never missed one book (until i come over to aberdeen...where i missed 2 volume already...sigh..anyway, that can be fixed..no worries). Shin Chan was my de-stressor. lol. My EOS stress relieving factor was surprisingly Shin Chan and even now, i am so far away in Aberdeen, I still have 2 volumes with me (thanks mum, for sending it over for me, so sweet of you!) hoping it can accompany me when im down and pulled me through all the hardship that i will encounter here.
Impact of the death of the author? I just saw that on the news as well.
1. Shin Chan will really FOREVER be 5years old.
2. Himawari (if u don't know this is his sister's name...shame of you!) will forever be a BABY.
3. Matsuzhuoka Sensei will forever be SINGLE (haha..)
4. The best...which i just remembered.....Shin Chan's parents will forever have a 35yrs of housing loan. haha.
Nah...just joking. The real impact is......there will never be any shin chan anymore. Sigh. It has been with me since young.....so long till i thought it will accompany me till i graduate, till i married, till my children start reading. It stops abruptly....till i feel so shocked.
Anyway, a sincere condolences to Yoshito's Family. May he rest in peace.
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well, yes, it is very heart breaking. im glad to find more friends who love shin chan as i do!... read more
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